I wouldn't say it was anxiety but the feeling is definelty in that family. I had to sit down and take a breather because as I was cleaning out my kitchen and throwing some things away and taking things to my car (for the garage sale) it hit me like a MACK TRUCK, I'M MOVING and it's not down the street! The last time I moved it was 5 minutes from my old house, same city, 7 minutes from Dads and 20 minutes from my Mom, not this time! Ill be in another state 6 hours away alone with no job, no spouse, no parent or sibling. Not negating anyone, my friends are great and are who made this possible, but friends aren't Mom & Dad. I know I'll be ok and I'm looking forward to it but it's the biggest change/transition I've ever gone through. The solace is I know this is the best thing for me and that it'll be the turning point for me (for the better) but it's still a little unnerving. I'm making sure before I leave to spend as much time with my family and friends. So all this being said if I seem a little on edge,withdrawn or bitchy this is most likely why. Ok, going to finish Oprah then back to downsizing my life.
Evolving In 2008